Yesterday, ql and i decided to meet at the library. While we were at the library, we read a very interesting magazine that talks about guys and what should we talk about in the first date. haha! From this magazine, i realised that guys usually recover faster than gals after the break up. Suddenly, i feel so stupid to counsel a depression online guy for 2 years.*Flashback* The story goes like this: He add mi as a fren in friendster but we never know each other before. Then, he ask for my msn, hp and hse no. I did not give him. Then, he started to tell mi about his family. He said his father abandoned the family and his mum found a new bf. He hated the bf alot as he was afraid that his mum would gt hurt. His mum totally ignored the family and only care about the new bf. He said that he liked his god sis alot. However, his god sis gt a malay/indian bf. He was very sad n wanted to commit suicide. He also said that he often cut his wrist. After a year, he asked for my hp no, hse no and email add. Finally, i gave him my msn add. After that, he told mi that he liked a gal in the camp cos when people were playing games, he was alone and the gal was veri concern about him. The gal said she dun liked him n he felt very sadn wanted to cut his wrist. Then, he told mi tt he still luv his god sis. He also told mi that his purpose of adding gals in friendster was to find a gal fren. After a few mths, he said he was attached. He said the gal telephoned him and wanted to be his gal fren. He also dunno why he accepted her. Around 2 weeks later, he told mi that he break up with the gal cos he still luv her god sis. Do u think that the whole story was like a drama show and its weird? I am so stupid to believe tt y his life is so sad n counsel him for 2 years. My gosh. After telling sm of my frens abt it, i realise i am just wasting my time n effort. I gt a feeling that he was buying time. If i continue to talk to him for a few years, he would definitely ask mi out and say tt i already treat him as fren so y cant i go out with him. Thus, i quickly deleted him in frienster,change my primary photo to a kitten photo and blocked him in msn. After going to the library, Ql n i went to stadium for a run and we saw a squirrel. haha! Thanks to my sharp eyes. hehe! Nxt, we went KFC for our dinner (so unhealthy but once in a while should be ok ba haha!). There were 3 CJC guys sitting at a few tables away frm us. I realised that they had been looking at QL n mi. The worse thing was that i was facing their direction. While QL and i was toking, they kept look at our direction. QL said that they seemed like they knew mi and she could saw sm hatred in their eyes/face. haha!But the fact is i dunno them. Maybe i look like their enemy. Hai.. its all my twin sister fault. haha!
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+My name is Yen Ling
+Currently studying in SIM
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